Friday, August 5, 2011

de·sen·si·tize

My inner voice is seemingly, continuously,screaming inside my body. Yet there is nothing in my head. I feel a strange disconnection with my mind and my body and that of my mind and my heart. I am given the choice of coming out of the fourth dimension and into the third. But yet I question if these are just phases in life we as humans adapt to or if there is a cycle for a life we live? How do we balance? The human brain is the most complex, the human body is the most vulnerable,this is our ship mother earth has built us. We cope, we deal with all the distortion around us. I have come to terms that nothing is forever. Everything we see,touch is an illusion. But somehow the things we say and hear can survive in our timeline. Im hoping someway along this change there is a sense of serenity. The world is constantly changing everyday and I think its taken me for a ride along with it. 


"Something kinda sad about
the way that things have come to be.
Desensitized to everything.
What became of subtlety?

How can this mean anything to me
If I really don't feel anything at all?
if you want keep digging till you want to feel something." - TOOL


Im gonna catch my breath and try to find my Third Eye. Lets see if I survive.